Where am I?

Jul 12, 2005 19:10

I'm having a day of bewilderment... that is to say it's a WTF day. I feel dizzy, nauseous, and headachy, and like nothing is do-able. Even if I start something, it's too big to finish. For a person like me, that is so daunting that it makes me stop and hide. The heat is so bad outside that I can't go walking the way I hoped. The mouse/mice are STILL not dead, despite consuming mass quantities of seed. My plants have been dug up, and each mornig there is new shit to clean up, making it necessary to bleach and kill all bacteria AGAIN.

Guild Wars is a place through which I can escape all this garbage. I am tall and young and beautiful, and I can whip the crap out of nasty foes. I have lots of money, and great clothes, and I can rely on the pretend people to stick with me no matter what. I am on vacation ALL the time. I can go to the beach, or to a fun town and attend a naked dance party. I can dirty dance with Chris and we can go places together whenever we like. That's better than real life, isn't it? To celebrate my character, I have made a journal for her. maere_of_ramen will have screen caps every so often and she'll talk about her day.

I'm going to do something useful. I'm not sure what... but it must be useful.

guild wars, depression

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