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May 23, 2005 00:17

So the weekend has come and gone quickly as it usually does...maybe it's because i spent so much of it sleeping...I'm still sick and am determined to be healthy by the time graduation rolls around so sleep is important. Apparently, I don't take care of myself (or so i've been told). What? Constantly being stressed out, tired and the consumption of oodles and ooodles of coffee each day aren't the recipe for wellness?! guess not.
today I got to hold my new baby cousin for the second time. The first time was only a few hours after he was born and he's now 3 weeks and two days old:) there's something really calming about holding such a little baby, peacefully sleeping in your arms...i'm not sure i can describe the feeling, but today it was amazing...until he started screaming haha.
if you haven't seen much of me lately i'm sorry. life has been a little crazy, well that's an understatement, but i've been tryin to relax and take it easy when i can..that usually consists of me, sitting home, reading or watching bad tv. ah well...
speaking tv, i'm now hopelessly addicted to grey's anatomy. regardless of what's going on with me, the theme of each episode seems to be something i can relate to..whether it's the stress of growing up or the complexity of secrets (those are the only two i can remember right now)...anyway, it's good stuff. sadly, the season is over, but if anyone has been taping it, lemme know because I've missed an episode or two...
alright, well i guess that's it for now. i often find myself tempted to be passive-aggressive and put things in here that i'm not confident or ballsy (not sure that's a word heh) enough to say directly to someone, but that's an urge i'm trying to resist, at least for now...so yes, that's it for tonight and now i'm off to read about child abuse:-/ great way to end the night eh?....

"We have to keep sweeping today's possibilities under tomorrow's rug until we find out exactly what Benjamin Franklin's words mean to us. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, that even the biggest failure, even the worst most intractable mistake beats the hell out of never trying."

"you shouldn't live your life drawing lines, you should your life crossing them
lines dont keep you out they fence you in"

~Grey's Anatomy
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