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I've been walking these streets tonight
trying to get it right, I've got to get it right
whenever you're home you're never really home
well I've been living in a fantasy
just trying to get it right, I've got to get it right
whenever you're lonely you are not alone
Saw Aqueduct at OHS Friday night, can't get their songs outta my head....I think I may have to cave and break my 'must not spend more money on CDs strike' and buy their latest cd....
What is it about spring that makes being single so lonely and so refreshing at the same time. I've seen many a cute couple wandering campus, and a big part of me wishes I were in a relationship. I'd have someone to come home and cuddle with, to share my day with, to share so many things with...and then, I wander to a cafe, sit outside, checking email and watching people pass, and relish the idea that at any moment I could meet a new, interesting person that could potentially lead somewhere exciting...then that doesn't happen again, I wish i were in a great relationship already, with that security....
What is it about attraction that is so undying and constant? Just when you think it's in the past, it sneaks up on you. haunting with reminders of opportunities lost and taunting with 'coulda, woulda, shoulda'....it's funy how so many things in life can change and yet attraction doesn't...or maybe it does,sometimes, but i think a shred of it lingers...who knows?
There's something evil about spring quarter senior year. we are reflect to reflect, assess and ultimately, sell our past four years as experiences that have not only made us who we are,but that demonstrate that who we are is worthwhile in the job market. We frantically write resumes, interview and put ourselves on the line, trying to find security in that next step. In less than a month, as of now, I will be jobless and sleeping on a couch at my mom's house. If that's not a depressing note to end four years of what are supposed to be 'some of the best years of your life' i don't know what is.
honesty is a funny thing. I think many of us would like to think that we prefer the truth. We'd love to share it and hear it. I know I claim that. SO why is it in one relationship I demand it, and the another I hide behind it? If we were all truly honest where would that get us? "truth be told, I have no special skills, I'm mediocre at everything I do...." I'm thinkin I wouldn't get too many jobs that way! I don't know...I think I try to be honest. Or at least lately...if you feel like I'm not, feel free to call me on it....
Anyway, enough of that shit. SO today was amusing. I slept in until I woke up naturally which was at 1:30--yikes! Went to happy hour at Tacos Guaymas with Heather. Good times there. So not only did we enjoy yummy drinks and food, but we were serenaded with a spanish love ballad by some random guy and constantly harassed by our waiter who found the need to drop in not to check on the quality of our food but of our conversation. It was amusing. Amusing in a good way:) It's gonna be long week but my goal is to sleep enough that I can beat this cold. we'll see how that goes....enough for now, I'm off to get some work done...
trying to get it right, I've got to get it right
whenever you're home you're never really home
well I've been living in a fantasy
just trying to get it right, I've got to get it right
whenever you're lonely you are not alone
Saw Aqueduct at OHS Friday night, can't get their songs outta my head....I think I may have to cave and break my 'must not spend more money on CDs strike' and buy their latest cd....
What is it about spring that makes being single so lonely and so refreshing at the same time. I've seen many a cute couple wandering campus, and a big part of me wishes I were in a relationship. I'd have someone to come home and cuddle with, to share my day with, to share so many things with...and then, I wander to a cafe, sit outside, checking email and watching people pass, and relish the idea that at any moment I could meet a new, interesting person that could potentially lead somewhere exciting...then that doesn't happen again, I wish i were in a great relationship already, with that security....
What is it about attraction that is so undying and constant? Just when you think it's in the past, it sneaks up on you. haunting with reminders of opportunities lost and taunting with 'coulda, woulda, shoulda'....it's funy how so many things in life can change and yet attraction doesn't...or maybe it does,sometimes, but i think a shred of it lingers...who knows?
There's something evil about spring quarter senior year. we are reflect to reflect, assess and ultimately, sell our past four years as experiences that have not only made us who we are,but that demonstrate that who we are is worthwhile in the job market. We frantically write resumes, interview and put ourselves on the line, trying to find security in that next step. In less than a month, as of now, I will be jobless and sleeping on a couch at my mom's house. If that's not a depressing note to end four years of what are supposed to be 'some of the best years of your life' i don't know what is.
honesty is a funny thing. I think many of us would like to think that we prefer the truth. We'd love to share it and hear it. I know I claim that. SO why is it in one relationship I demand it, and the another I hide behind it? If we were all truly honest where would that get us? "truth be told, I have no special skills, I'm mediocre at everything I do...." I'm thinkin I wouldn't get too many jobs that way! I don't know...I think I try to be honest. Or at least lately...if you feel like I'm not, feel free to call me on it....
Anyway, enough of that shit. SO today was amusing. I slept in until I woke up naturally which was at 1:30--yikes! Went to happy hour at Tacos Guaymas with Heather. Good times there. So not only did we enjoy yummy drinks and food, but we were serenaded with a spanish love ballad by some random guy and constantly harassed by our waiter who found the need to drop in not to check on the quality of our food but of our conversation. It was amusing. Amusing in a good way:) It's gonna be long week but my goal is to sleep enough that I can beat this cold. we'll see how that goes....enough for now, I'm off to get some work done...