(no subject)
updating for some reason has become somewhat of a drag... there's just a bunch of crap that's been going on... 17th was me and ian's second month anniversary.. woo... i was talking to nicole last night and she was like.. i can't do winterguard this year.. because i tried out for the bowling team.. and i made it... i flipped... i'm sorry.. but she said she was gonna do it with me this year.. i was promised that the only thing that would get in the way was chemistry... which i would gladly help her with because i am taking chemistry as well this year.. and i understand it cause' i'm good with numbers.. i flipped out on her... i was like bowling is crap.. since when did bowling become more important than winterguard.. you can go bowling anytime you want.. there's always a bowling alley open.. and you sure as hell don't get the same rush as from winterguard... cause' winterguard.. you can't do anytime you want.. and you can't just walk into a place and start spinning a flag.. cause' if that's how it were.. i wouldn't be doing winterguard.. i'd be on swim team and i'd be in the school musical.. can't do swim team cause' they have meets on the weekends.. and i can't do the musical because the days that we're performing the musical happen to be on the same days as MAIN championships... that pissed me off highly... and then that freshman kid has gotten intirely too ridiculous with the whole omg, i love you so much heather.. he needs to back off before i punch him in the face.. and i have told him that... and that was just yesterday.. i didn't go to school today because i really didn't feel like it... i'm supposed to be hanging out with ian right now too.. cause' he was supposed to come home after his only class off the day.. so he'd be home at like 1:30-2:00... which i was fine with... but then something happened with the internet or something.. i don't even know.. but he had to stay there.. and he said that he was going to leave at like 3.. so that he could be here at 4... and in the time between he was leaving and the time he talked to me.. he was gonna play some football... well, i just called him on this cell phone and he didn't answer... so i called his dorm room and talked to his roomate.. leor... and i was like hey leor, is ian there.. and leor said no.. so i asked if he had left already.. and he said no, he was still out playing football... this was at 4:46... almost an hour after he's supposed to be home... and leor was like don't worry he'll probably be leaving soon... and that just pisses me off to no end.. and he's still playing football right now because he's not answer his cell phone... and it's 5:13... i'm so pissed... no idea... on a happier note i guess.. i got my W.H.Y training thursday.. so now i have my W.H.Y shirt.. and my homeroom will be changing monday... so i'll be in the mediation homeroom.. because i am now a peer mediator... which means i will probably be a peer leader my senior year.. which is awesome... well.. that's all for now... <3... xoxoxoxo