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[lavender315]

these days have been the confusing and loneliest days ever. i ripped my heart out, put it on the table, walked away and said fuck it. i don't care anymore. i've lost interest in a lot of things. i blame my anxiety. as of lately i just feel uninterested in a lot of things. even work has become hard to do. i rather just keep to myself. and hope that no one is serious when they ask me "what's wrong." i know i'm not okay. and that maybe a vacation would be best, but i'm just going to keep pretending and keep my head down. i plan on seeking therapy. maybe i just need to talk to someone. someone who doesn't think they know me. i guess i'm just going through the motions. i hope i get through it.

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