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darn thinking about ethan. as much as I had been wanting to have a less busy class schedule, and am enjoying the free time, it would probably be better to not have so much free time. For one thing I manage my time less well than before, and for another thing I sit around and get sad about ethan not calling more. I watched meet joe black tonight, and it was the first time that i've cried for a while. oh, dakota called me and that was funny. We've had some pretty good times this past week. Friday, saturday, sunday, and wednesday were filled with non-sober-ness, and now we are like no more...pulleeeze! Jaime, Aiyana, and my dad came to visit me for my birthday. THat was pretty sweet. Daniel chilled with us auch. Stupid sven thinks I can't resist him...sure I can! hah. Ummmm. I hung out with Erik today, and it was really fun, I like that kid. We are going to go camping this weekend. Ethan. I think about him from time to time, kinda think I like him. Kinda think I should forget about him, I thought it was hopeful, but maybe I gotta wait for the next one. Dammmmn it! I have put off my homework and I really would like to go to sleep.