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so, with this whole corey thing, man. Just because I havn't seen him in a day, and we havn't really hung out for almost a week, and he hasn't actually made any attempt to contact me, I"m starting to think that next time I see him he'll say 'we need to talk, blah blah blah, the end of whatever we were.' But then I realized that I'm overreacting. While it isn't really a good sign that he doesn't want to hang out all that much, he probably feels that he doesn't need to call or stop by because we see eachother during the day, he also is pretty busy, and one day to him probably isn't as big of a deal as one day to me. It feels like its been forever since I've seen him, but it really hasn't. While I'm partly prepairing myself for the worst to keep from getting as hurt, I also think that perhaps there is nothing bad about the situation. The slightly unfortunate thing is that I seem to be falling for him the same way I fall for anyone else, hard and fast. Another bad thing is that when I was trying to be optimistic about all of the other guys in the past year, my intuition that something was wrong was correct. He loves me, I love him, everything is lovely. Sun, rose petals, and shimmering goodness.