Nov 02, 2007 20:57
Gavin and I are in London again. We're still staying in a hotel, but it seemed more safe that the beach. There was a girl there. She didn't want to be alone anymore. And I almost joined her. Gavin had to swim out in to the ocean to rescue me. And I almost didn't want to be rescued. But Gavin's voice changed all that.
Gavin's and Louise's. She's talking again. David. She showed me everything. But she wasn't talking because it was her Amaris made you do it to. She said she tried to stop it but without me being awake, she couldn't do very much. So she took over my body. And she didn't make me struggle. Because someone would have been hurt. But I wasn't in there. It was my body, David, but it wasn't me you did it to. I don't know if...that makes it better or...the same. But I'm okay. Will you tell Christina? I don't want her to think I am angry with her. And I am not angry with you either. I love you. Very much. I'll come see you tomorrow if you'd like?