Long update
OK, so I guess I owe you a guys a lonnnnggg update on what's been going on. So here you go:
Alright, so I'll first start with this summer. As you probably all know...my grandfather died. Oh, and I left 2 weeks after I returned home. That was one of the most hardest times of my life. *sigh* I loved him so much. You know that one grandpa you always favour me than the other but love them both equally? Yeah, that's the one that died. of course So yeah, I only got 4 fricking weeks at home. -__- But, during those 4 weeks I just lived like it was a normal summer. I played on my computer, I did some fantastic modeling pictures *pokes userpic*, watched T.V, hung out with my friends, etc.
Now the school year has started. I've now started Grade. 7. Yes, Grade 7. I can hardly believe it too. Acadecimally, and school wise it's been actually...*cringes* OK? Wow, I can't believe I just said that. Anyway, friends-wise...it's been nasty. I've only made 1 school friend. Been trying to find more, but at my school everyone has formed cliques. And they'll only hang out with people in their own clique, and sometimes if they want to they'll hang out with people out of their clique. And everyone thinks themselves as "Everyone+me-in-my-clique-is-cool-and-everyone-else-are-losers" But yeah. Plus my introvertedness hasn't helped one bit. I only have 2 friends now. Oh, and about the Hannah situation...yeah were totally not friends anymore. I replied to her message, and in the summer we agreed that she'll help me make friends. Yes, the obvious has happened. She hasn't helped me make friends at all. Infact she doesn't even acknowledge my exsistence but a wave and smile, as if were still the best of friends. But she hasn't even talked to me since the second day of school. I guess she just wanted to know whose class I'm in. *sigh*
Right now, I feel like crap. I had to leave early from school because of my bloatedness. Ugggh. The only happy thing, about today is that I know I have a 3 day weekend. :)
Alright, so I'll first start with this summer. As you probably all know...my grandfather died. Oh, and I left 2 weeks after I returned home. That was one of the most hardest times of my life. *sigh* I loved him so much. You know that one grandpa you always favour me than the other but love them both equally? Yeah, that's the one that died. of course So yeah, I only got 4 fricking weeks at home. -__- But, during those 4 weeks I just lived like it was a normal summer. I played on my computer, I did some fantastic modeling pictures *pokes userpic*, watched T.V, hung out with my friends, etc.
Now the school year has started. I've now started Grade. 7. Yes, Grade 7. I can hardly believe it too. Acadecimally, and school wise it's been actually...*cringes* OK? Wow, I can't believe I just said that. Anyway, friends-wise...it's been nasty. I've only made 1 school friend. Been trying to find more, but at my school everyone has formed cliques. And they'll only hang out with people in their own clique, and sometimes if they want to they'll hang out with people out of their clique. And everyone thinks themselves as "Everyone+me-in-my-clique-is-cool-and-everyone-else-are-losers" But yeah. Plus my introvertedness hasn't helped one bit. I only have 2 friends now. Oh, and about the Hannah situation...yeah were totally not friends anymore. I replied to her message, and in the summer we agreed that she'll help me make friends. Yes, the obvious has happened. She hasn't helped me make friends at all. Infact she doesn't even acknowledge my exsistence but a wave and smile, as if were still the best of friends. But she hasn't even talked to me since the second day of school. I guess she just wanted to know whose class I'm in. *sigh*
Right now, I feel like crap. I had to leave early from school because of my bloatedness. Ugggh. The only happy thing, about today is that I know I have a 3 day weekend. :)