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Why is my life such a mess? Please, someone just give me an answer. Tell me it's going to be okay. Don't fill me with false hope either. Make sure everything is going to be okay.
First of all, I will never do well in school. My grades have sucked ever since my mom died. I've been so deprressed since then that I can't get my shit together. I try but I just can't. There's this fog in my brain preventing me from doing that. I have no one to love out there. I keep getting anxiety over everything. This is fucking bullshit. I'm so unhappy all the time. I can't stand this. I want it all to just go away. Go the fuck away and never come back. I've been thinking a lot about it lately and I don't fear death anymore. If it comes to that, well, let's hope it won't.
I'm a mess and I am powerless to change it.
First of all, I will never do well in school. My grades have sucked ever since my mom died. I've been so deprressed since then that I can't get my shit together. I try but I just can't. There's this fog in my brain preventing me from doing that. I have no one to love out there. I keep getting anxiety over everything. This is fucking bullshit. I'm so unhappy all the time. I can't stand this. I want it all to just go away. Go the fuck away and never come back. I've been thinking a lot about it lately and I don't fear death anymore. If it comes to that, well, let's hope it won't.
I'm a mess and I am powerless to change it.