love, Jesus, life, Holy Spirit
Wow Jesus. I am so excited about Jesus! My dear friend Sarah returned from Mozambique with stories of Holy Spirit and Jesus. Wow. Life changing. So ok...
I have been feeling for a long time, since summer really, that the Lord was calling me into more of Him. Intimacy with Him. To be honest, it was such a struggle. A struggle with myself, with fear, a struggle with rejection, a struggle with grace. I just didn't know how...and for most of my walk with beautiful Jesus, I have struggled with receiving His love. I don't have a full revelation of His love...but it is coming. Holy Spirit is calling me to walk with Him, to enjoy Him and to listen to Him and what He is saying. I have come to adore my longish (45 minute) commutes to work, and to rejoice when there is traffic, because i have found such joy in talking to holy Spirit. and listening to Him! It is so much fun...I love talking to Him about people and He tells me how much He loves them and I laugh and my eyes fill and I can feel His excitement about that person in my spirit. I have never experienced this before but it is AWESOME. Simply through praising Him, speaking in tongues, just embracing worship and praise. And He is there! Always. He is so beautiful to talk to. I am excited to know Him.
Jesus has set me free from fear about the future. I know He is my provider. He has a beautiful love story written for my life, and I will wait for that because I want to wait for His best. I want to know Him as a bride, I want to know Him as my Husband. How amazing! Wow Jesus. You have started something...I am sorry I took this long to open my eyes.
Blessings, blessings readers. The Lord is good and lovely and faithful to you.
I have been feeling for a long time, since summer really, that the Lord was calling me into more of Him. Intimacy with Him. To be honest, it was such a struggle. A struggle with myself, with fear, a struggle with rejection, a struggle with grace. I just didn't know how...and for most of my walk with beautiful Jesus, I have struggled with receiving His love. I don't have a full revelation of His love...but it is coming. Holy Spirit is calling me to walk with Him, to enjoy Him and to listen to Him and what He is saying. I have come to adore my longish (45 minute) commutes to work, and to rejoice when there is traffic, because i have found such joy in talking to holy Spirit. and listening to Him! It is so much fun...I love talking to Him about people and He tells me how much He loves them and I laugh and my eyes fill and I can feel His excitement about that person in my spirit. I have never experienced this before but it is AWESOME. Simply through praising Him, speaking in tongues, just embracing worship and praise. And He is there! Always. He is so beautiful to talk to. I am excited to know Him.
Jesus has set me free from fear about the future. I know He is my provider. He has a beautiful love story written for my life, and I will wait for that because I want to wait for His best. I want to know Him as a bride, I want to know Him as my Husband. How amazing! Wow Jesus. You have started something...I am sorry I took this long to open my eyes.
Blessings, blessings readers. The Lord is good and lovely and faithful to you.