todays gone, just like scent of u on my pillow
Sometimes, i seriously wonder whats wrong with me. Like, lately, for like a month, ive been the happiest person in the world. And its not even llike i had a bad day. Today was awesome. 1st period, drivers ed and me n jenn beat up this kid chris and thru water bottles at him.and cig filters. hah.. we made fun of him and omg, it was great! Then 2nd period came.. alex is back. he was in i.s.s for awhile. heh. But yeh he made my day. And meghans back from rehab, so thats pretty cool. they switched her seat tho cause we wudnt shut up. lol they cant move alex away from me, cause then id be lonely. Then lunch. Richie n Mark always seemm to make me happy. they have the weirdest ways of makin me laugh. lol alex sat with me too. hes a cool kid. So 3rd period came along, just like it always does, me rich irene brooke n sierra cooked some egg thing. it was okay. fuckin rich spilled the eggs in the burner on the stove. im telling u, one day, the school willl catch fire cuz of us. were sooo careless. and irene starts sprayin orange cleaner on the stove as its on. silly girl i swear. 4th period, geometry. Its only cool cuz i got my lindsay there. But i faught with chris during 4th. and it made me really sad. but then i was happy again cuz he loves me.
After school me n car went to the outlets, while paulie went to work. we had mucho fun. we got coffee and saw sean. yay! i havent hung out with him in mad loong. he got a new car finally!! neway, then we went to this vitamin store. I was gonna get these diet pills but they were 30 sumtin dollars. so i got this shake stuff, and it was sickkkk. The lady looked at me like i was crazi. heh. so then me n car bougght a balloon, confetti and a ribbon that sed jesus loves me.. and put it on pauls car. he came outta work, and startin freakin. hah! then we went to the bad mcdonalds, and yet again, sum asshole almost hit us. it made me realize how much i love my friends n my brother. i dunno whatd i do if they got hurt.
so neway, like i sed. Ive been so happy lately. But, i always get those depressed feelings. I blow off like nothing and it usually works. but this time, its not workin. im just .. i dont kno. i think i need depression pills again. :( i need a physciatrist thats for sure. Im happy tho.. like i got my bf, and i miss my friends awhole lot. the way we used to be. but highschool is just so gay. it seperates everyone. its not fair. i miss them so much. life sucks rite now..
I just wish.. i wish.. i cud juss be gone like the scent of u on my pillow
its been gone for hours, and i cant live nemore, i wanna be gone
Bye.
After school me n car went to the outlets, while paulie went to work. we had mucho fun. we got coffee and saw sean. yay! i havent hung out with him in mad loong. he got a new car finally!! neway, then we went to this vitamin store. I was gonna get these diet pills but they were 30 sumtin dollars. so i got this shake stuff, and it was sickkkk. The lady looked at me like i was crazi. heh. so then me n car bougght a balloon, confetti and a ribbon that sed jesus loves me.. and put it on pauls car. he came outta work, and startin freakin. hah! then we went to the bad mcdonalds, and yet again, sum asshole almost hit us. it made me realize how much i love my friends n my brother. i dunno whatd i do if they got hurt.
so neway, like i sed. Ive been so happy lately. But, i always get those depressed feelings. I blow off like nothing and it usually works. but this time, its not workin. im just .. i dont kno. i think i need depression pills again. :( i need a physciatrist thats for sure. Im happy tho.. like i got my bf, and i miss my friends awhole lot. the way we used to be. but highschool is just so gay. it seperates everyone. its not fair. i miss them so much. life sucks rite now..
I just wish.. i wish.. i cud juss be gone like the scent of u on my pillow
its been gone for hours, and i cant live nemore, i wanna be gone
Bye.