Mar 18, 2004 22:22
Wow.Wow. Wow. So the past few days have been akward. heh yes awkward, ever since imnot alowwed to hang out with cac nemore. :/ depressing u kno. But everyone else is really bringing me up. Um monday i played with car tuesday i sat around n slept, chris came over yesterday and spent the day with me :) which is always amazing cus i love him. .. hmm tonight me n car went to the mr.jhms thing at the school. it was awesome!!we had soooo much fun."bob" was there.. havent played with "him" in awhile. lmao. neway yes it was awesome. x bf was there me n car screamed obsentities at him, it was fun. Then me n car came back to my house and listened to a tape of me singing when i was in 4th grade not bad ;) american idol material lmao.
Neway yea, Theyre foreclosing on my house, i guess this means nomore jackson, no more playing in the trails, no more bein in hick twn with the ppl i love so much. I prolly wont really see neone here much. Ill miss it tho, the summers i spent with my friends and x friends, the nights of sittin in the trails startin fires and gettin shot at with a paint ball gun. Ill miss gettin chased by the boys on quads, almost gettin killed by hunters. Ill miss the streaking in the neighborhoods and goign after the boys watchin us. The peeing in the roads when ppl saw us, "duke" lmao, walkin to mcdonalds in the snow. Ill miss all the kids whod try to hit us with their cars. The sneakin out to all hours of the night just to play pididdle, roamin jackson at 3 in the morning, tellun stories bout the jersey devil with the bills. Ill miss all the stupid things. Ill never forget all the shit ive been thru in jackson. gettin stuck in 6 inches of snow and no ferret to help me, goin in haunted houses, peeing my pants, "bsf". Ill miss walkin to cars n cacs house when it was nice out just to go sit at a school on the playground, beatin the shit outta each other, havin coloring fights. I hate thinkin that imgonna have to leave behin all those memories. And start all over. What am i gonna do without sumone to tell me they didnt wash their paws, or sumone to poke me n say bzzt, sumone to fite with me about where we sit on the bus, without laundry man, without the dumb blonde lindsay, carlyssa the asshole, and alexis my random best friend. Kk thats enuff crying..
Nite