heh...
Yea, so it was snowing out when i woke up, so me n paulie stayed home.. taking a "mental health" day. like its gonna help. Chris passed his test!! Thank you god!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!
neway yeh, so he finally got his liscense im so excited. I really hope hes right about us seeing each other more. I just kno hes gonna be seeing his friends alot more instead :/ You kno.. ill try not to let this bother me n just be happy for him.
So chris is coming over sumtime between 12-1.. Im bored tired, and really cold. Heh i stole this from Carm's journal
i am not: a slut
i hurt: when.. i get hurt?
i love: Chris :) and my friends
i hate: girls, pussys, just gay people
i fear: dying
i hope: chris stays with me forever
i hear: looking back on today- the ataris
i crave: a cig
i regret: not gettin the chance to say goodbye to jamie
i cry: when i feel like it? wtf!?
i care: about my bf, friends, n my fam?
i always: forget my lines
i long to: see my boyfriend
i feel alone: ..i have no one left
i listen: to emo shit lol.. :(
i hide: my insecurity.. ILL NEVER TELL!
i drive: in July
i sing: when im sad.. im gonna go on american idol heh
i dance: at clubs.. whenever jim wants to take me
i write: to get shit off my chest
i breathe: .. when dont i?
i play: with my friends all the time :)
i miss: the summer, i miss my friends, i miss my old life
i search: ..this is dumb
i learn: umm.. umm... hard one
i feel: out of it, sad yet happy.
i know: im ugly n fat
i say: anything that comes to my mind.. randomness
i succeed: never heh
i fail: Spanish 1b twice, and us history.
i dream: of.. being happy :) heh
i sleep: whenevr i want to
i wonder: UMM OK GETTIN GAY!
i want: to be loved
i worry: about dying or losing some1 i really love
i have: a headache
i give: .. die
i fight: stupid bitched lmfao trishy
i wait: to see jamie again.. and for my bf to effin get here
i need: money and a stoob rite now
i am: laura
i think: ur dispicable
i can't help the fact that: im uglyyy
i stay: ... eat shit n die
Sigh wasnt that fun!! yeh im gnna go.. This is my last journal entry before i make it friends only :)
<3 I love u chris..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!
neway yeh, so he finally got his liscense im so excited. I really hope hes right about us seeing each other more. I just kno hes gonna be seeing his friends alot more instead :/ You kno.. ill try not to let this bother me n just be happy for him.
So chris is coming over sumtime between 12-1.. Im bored tired, and really cold. Heh i stole this from Carm's journal
i am not: a slut
i hurt: when.. i get hurt?
i love: Chris :) and my friends
i hate: girls, pussys, just gay people
i fear: dying
i hope: chris stays with me forever
i hear: looking back on today- the ataris
i crave: a cig
i regret: not gettin the chance to say goodbye to jamie
i cry: when i feel like it? wtf!?
i care: about my bf, friends, n my fam?
i always: forget my lines
i long to: see my boyfriend
i feel alone: ..i have no one left
i listen: to emo shit lol.. :(
i hide: my insecurity.. ILL NEVER TELL!
i drive: in July
i sing: when im sad.. im gonna go on american idol heh
i dance: at clubs.. whenever jim wants to take me
i write: to get shit off my chest
i breathe: .. when dont i?
i play: with my friends all the time :)
i miss: the summer, i miss my friends, i miss my old life
i search: ..this is dumb
i learn: umm.. umm... hard one
i feel: out of it, sad yet happy.
i know: im ugly n fat
i say: anything that comes to my mind.. randomness
i succeed: never heh
i fail: Spanish 1b twice, and us history.
i dream: of.. being happy :) heh
i sleep: whenevr i want to
i wonder: UMM OK GETTIN GAY!
i want: to be loved
i worry: about dying or losing some1 i really love
i have: a headache
i give: .. die
i fight: stupid bitched lmfao trishy
i wait: to see jamie again.. and for my bf to effin get here
i need: money and a stoob rite now
i am: laura
i think: ur dispicable
i can't help the fact that: im uglyyy
i stay: ... eat shit n die
Sigh wasnt that fun!! yeh im gnna go.. This is my last journal entry before i make it friends only :)
<3 I love u chris..