sigh..
Yep, so today i hung out wth my cousin til like 3. we did the stupid shit we always do..and im kinda in a bad mood rite now so if this sounds bitchy.. deal wit it ;) Neway, yep me n the cousin sat around.. i wish i was able to go bak to her house today, cause then maybe i wudnt be in this fuckin mood.
Then around 530 i hung out with car, we went to the graveyard up the road, and it was too dark to look for jamies grave, and it was kinda freaky. so we walked back home in the dark. omg i thought i was gonna die. it was scary as hell!! Sheesh. we went to her house and watched part of the end of days, or sum shit. Yea then we wnt to cacs, and o boy did we have fun talkin to her mom. her mom seems to think me and car r like big druggies.. umm sorry if anythin we r alcoholics.. and were not anyway. so there! but neway me car n cac had a lotion fite. one of the many stupid things we do to take up time.
Then paulie came and got me n car, we went to mcdonalds lolit was like almost 11. we were bein total assholes to the mexican that worked there... paul called her a motherfucker..i almost peed myself.
So yeh, if i went to my cousins house. i mite have seen chris. but insted, he spent his nits with sum girls. I dont wnana make it sound bad, cause hes not a bad kid, but he went to chilis saw sum girls he knew and ate with them.. then he drove his ex gf home :) Now im fightin with him. he knows i wud have gotten mad.. i dont get it. Neway, yeh.. its like hes mad that im mad.. ridiculous
yea .. well bad mood.. and my dad just fuckin left. This is has been helll lately i swear to u. I lost lindz, and now i barely see cac nemore. Fuckin gay. And i totally was a bitch to her mom. she was like " if u respect me u can come inside" and i was like well then i guess im walking away. she deserved it. i hate people. Ive lost jamie, and thats somethin i can never fix..my life is falling apart.. i dont wanna be here..
NIte fuckers
Then around 530 i hung out with car, we went to the graveyard up the road, and it was too dark to look for jamies grave, and it was kinda freaky. so we walked back home in the dark. omg i thought i was gonna die. it was scary as hell!! Sheesh. we went to her house and watched part of the end of days, or sum shit. Yea then we wnt to cacs, and o boy did we have fun talkin to her mom. her mom seems to think me and car r like big druggies.. umm sorry if anythin we r alcoholics.. and were not anyway. so there! but neway me car n cac had a lotion fite. one of the many stupid things we do to take up time.
Then paulie came and got me n car, we went to mcdonalds lolit was like almost 11. we were bein total assholes to the mexican that worked there... paul called her a motherfucker..i almost peed myself.
So yeh, if i went to my cousins house. i mite have seen chris. but insted, he spent his nits with sum girls. I dont wnana make it sound bad, cause hes not a bad kid, but he went to chilis saw sum girls he knew and ate with them.. then he drove his ex gf home :) Now im fightin with him. he knows i wud have gotten mad.. i dont get it. Neway, yeh.. its like hes mad that im mad.. ridiculous
yea .. well bad mood.. and my dad just fuckin left. This is has been helll lately i swear to u. I lost lindz, and now i barely see cac nemore. Fuckin gay. And i totally was a bitch to her mom. she was like " if u respect me u can come inside" and i was like well then i guess im walking away. she deserved it. i hate people. Ive lost jamie, and thats somethin i can never fix..my life is falling apart.. i dont wanna be here..
NIte fuckers