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im pretty bored as of lately. this rain today really made everything just blah.
driving to school was a mess, the fucking parkway looks like a hurricane on rainy days, its ridiculous.
moreover, school was stupid. i travel about 40 minutes a day for dumb classes. i hate this.
i hate this.
i hate this.
i want to move, i feel like a fucking broken down car that cant drive ever, unless you pay like 5600 dollars to get it fixed. i cant do anything lately.
everyone is so gone. all i got is my wawa and my david. a few friends are still here in this shitface town, but its never going to be like it used to be.
i really regret not going away, i mean as pussy as it sounds, leaving david would be a mess. he keeps my head on straight most of the time. i just want to fast foward, i cant bare to stay here for another year.
im the worst saver too. when it comes to money, i blow it all on stupid shit. i work mad crazy most of the time ,and my paychecks get spent on stoges and clothes.
i wish i could move out, into my own place even with someone; preferably david anthony. Whatever happens until then, i know chicago will be superb. a whole new life. i really think it will open up a new independence kind of ordeal.
i just dont want to be that loser that lives in jackson the rest of their lives going to college at occ at 45 because i did not finish when i was younger.
thinking like that really ticks me off.
i dont know.
everything is broken down today.
driving to school was a mess, the fucking parkway looks like a hurricane on rainy days, its ridiculous.
moreover, school was stupid. i travel about 40 minutes a day for dumb classes. i hate this.
i hate this.
i hate this.
i want to move, i feel like a fucking broken down car that cant drive ever, unless you pay like 5600 dollars to get it fixed. i cant do anything lately.
everyone is so gone. all i got is my wawa and my david. a few friends are still here in this shitface town, but its never going to be like it used to be.
i really regret not going away, i mean as pussy as it sounds, leaving david would be a mess. he keeps my head on straight most of the time. i just want to fast foward, i cant bare to stay here for another year.
im the worst saver too. when it comes to money, i blow it all on stupid shit. i work mad crazy most of the time ,and my paychecks get spent on stoges and clothes.
i wish i could move out, into my own place even with someone; preferably david anthony. Whatever happens until then, i know chicago will be superb. a whole new life. i really think it will open up a new independence kind of ordeal.
i just dont want to be that loser that lives in jackson the rest of their lives going to college at occ at 45 because i did not finish when i was younger.
thinking like that really ticks me off.
i dont know.
everything is broken down today.