Stuff happens.... get over it.

[lauriness]

I heard about the space shuttle... and well, I know it'll sound selfish, but I feel nothing. Nothing at all. I would say I'm a flat person, but, suprisingly, I don't think of myself as flat at all. I'm such a bag of emotions, usually. But even after 9/11 we had this school assembly. The whole school was watching the news and crying and I was just SITTING there. I've never felt more alone in my entire life. And I wasn't sitting in shock or anything, mind you- it just didn't penetrate me one bit. And then I read some bizarre article in Seventeen yesterday about a girl who melted and I start bawling my head off. What is wrong with me?! I wish I knew @_@
In other words, happy Chinese New Years ^^ And... and I'm seeing TTT for the 6th time tomorrow- go me!