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Saturday was so depressing. I layed in bed all day just thinking about everything because i had so much on my mind. My parents wanted to go out to dinner, i was way too tired to go but i had to. Saturday was really windy and rainy and gross.. and on the way back from the restaurant we were on virginia beach blvd. turning onto little neck..and as we were coming up to the lane i noticed a guy laying in the middle of the street on the other side in front of the wachovia bank..all the cars were stopped and his bike was about 10 feet away from him and the back wheel was still spinning. He was hit by another car probly going about 45 mph. If i were watching..i would have seen the accident actually happen..because it happened about 30 seconds before we approached that left lane. The guy was probly around his 40s..but he was laying in a weird position and there was blood coming out of his head. I've never seen anyone die right in front of my eyes like that. A lot of people were out of there cars and seeing if he was alive..they said he was still breathing but he was passed out. We were at a red light for about 3 minutes..just watching him.. My dad called 911 while the light went green and we went home. When we got home i realized that i was holding my breath the whole time since i saw it. The power was out all around the neighborhood and i was trembling for about another 30 minutes because i couldnt stop thinking about that guy. I would do anything to find out if he lived or not..i hope he did.
Today was the first good day in a while..got something off my chest and i feel a lot better now. I've decided school isnt that bad..its not great..its just school. But its not as bad as i thought.
I barely ever see ross and rachel anymore..i never see rachel in school..and it kinda sucks i really only hang out with ross on the weekends because of so much homework. I've been in the worst moods lately and im sorry because i know you dont like it when im all depressed like that. But its weird the little things u say or do make me feel soo much better.. just had to say thankk youuu :cheese