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I'm so bored with this summer. Nothing too great has happened at all. A lot of the time i wish i could just fall asleep and not wake up until something good happens for once. I feel like a lot more people are having so much more fun then me and living their life to the fullest. and im not. I'm not talking about drinking, smoking weed, and going to parties all summer as in having fun. I just wish i wasnt bored all the time. I havent hung out with many people this summer. Some of my best friends..like kelsey..i really really miss her sooooo much. I love her a lot. She can always make me feel better..and i think thats kinda what i've been missing because i've been feeling so low.
I've also been feeling sick..i dont know why at all. Sometimes i even go through a couple days without even changing out of my pj's or going anywhere at all. All i do is sit at home and look for things to do.
I know this might sound bad..but im actually kind of looking forward to school starting. Now that its summer im not forced to see the same people every day. This whole year has sucked. I'm just hoping 10th grade is better. Does anybody else feel that way or am i just retarded? haha.
Leave me some love..i really need it.