all i want for christmas is chad.
SO Yesterday...
I found out that chad is not able to come home for christmas with my sister and brother in law. I've spent the last five christmas with chad, and to not be able to share it with him, breaks my heart. I cried alot to him on the phone, and i have decided that i am going to leave the day after christmas with kevin and kelli. Me and chad are going to have our christmas then. I can't wait to go see him next weekend. I wish i was there right now. I wish i didn't have to work this weekend so i could be there with him putting up the tree. i miss him soooo much.
Today i drove all the way to LCCC, and school was cancelled because the power was out. What a waste of gas. ahhhh. I tried to ask a gash station attendent what was going on, and he shrugged his shoulders and walked away, thanks dude...i was just having a casual conversation with him and he totally just ignored me. What an asshole.
I have came to the realization that everyone in this whole town/area is either mean, rude, or fucked up. I try my hardest to be nice to everyone, help out everyone who needs it, and put a smile on my face. But it's so hard with the surroundings of this downer town. I can't wait to get out of here.
I have to work tomorrow morning at 8 am, and sunday morning as well...blah that just ruins the whole weekend for me.
Yesterday i went to see Jarhead with Andrea. I thought it was pretty good.
ahh i miss chad.
I found out that chad is not able to come home for christmas with my sister and brother in law. I've spent the last five christmas with chad, and to not be able to share it with him, breaks my heart. I cried alot to him on the phone, and i have decided that i am going to leave the day after christmas with kevin and kelli. Me and chad are going to have our christmas then. I can't wait to go see him next weekend. I wish i was there right now. I wish i didn't have to work this weekend so i could be there with him putting up the tree. i miss him soooo much.
Today i drove all the way to LCCC, and school was cancelled because the power was out. What a waste of gas. ahhhh. I tried to ask a gash station attendent what was going on, and he shrugged his shoulders and walked away, thanks dude...i was just having a casual conversation with him and he totally just ignored me. What an asshole.
I have came to the realization that everyone in this whole town/area is either mean, rude, or fucked up. I try my hardest to be nice to everyone, help out everyone who needs it, and put a smile on my face. But it's so hard with the surroundings of this downer town. I can't wait to get out of here.
I have to work tomorrow morning at 8 am, and sunday morning as well...blah that just ruins the whole weekend for me.
Yesterday i went to see Jarhead with Andrea. I thought it was pretty good.
ahh i miss chad.