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sigh... just keep swiming swimming swimming...
so started with the new farmers this week, its a lot of repeating... like i got to repeat my first farm team practice almost step for step... good news is i have the skills that i am now building better skills and making my skills stronger... bad news well it sucks
I have to challenge myself... to use bellydance it doing the same move over and over slow so that when comes to going fast you have the muscle memory and ability to do it... the problem going over and over the same thing
today we got taken out of the mix and made to do pace lines, well we got everyone through the pace line, i keep being used as the experienced girl on skates, and at the same time trying to work on the skills... it sucked... i wanted to be out with my league mates, doing forward and back pace lines, passing cones to each other and skating, challenging myself... i wanted to be doing tomahawks around cones, not weaving cones over and over... I know Im not great, i know i dont have the skills i need, but i dont want lose skills, and if i am not challenged how will i grow
I have not been challenged for 2 years as a dancer... my skills are there but no real growth has occurred... i dont want this to happen in derby.... not the type of person who gives up on things, wondering if i should take it up and go on to better things
so started with the new farmers this week, its a lot of repeating... like i got to repeat my first farm team practice almost step for step... good news is i have the skills that i am now building better skills and making my skills stronger... bad news well it sucks
I have to challenge myself... to use bellydance it doing the same move over and over slow so that when comes to going fast you have the muscle memory and ability to do it... the problem going over and over the same thing
today we got taken out of the mix and made to do pace lines, well we got everyone through the pace line, i keep being used as the experienced girl on skates, and at the same time trying to work on the skills... it sucked... i wanted to be out with my league mates, doing forward and back pace lines, passing cones to each other and skating, challenging myself... i wanted to be doing tomahawks around cones, not weaving cones over and over... I know Im not great, i know i dont have the skills i need, but i dont want lose skills, and if i am not challenged how will i grow
I have not been challenged for 2 years as a dancer... my skills are there but no real growth has occurred... i dont want this to happen in derby.... not the type of person who gives up on things, wondering if i should take it up and go on to better things