Tell me where we go from here
My mom went through a programmed surgery yesterday afternoon, to get her utero removed.
I was not afraid or anything...UNTIL she came out of the surgery.
FUCK. She was so pale, shaking, she had chills because of the anesthesia..She was in terrible pain, and couldnt even talk because of the intubation and being all groggy and stuff.
Damn, I was scared as fuck. Uhm, well, actually I was not scared. I was feeling completely useless. I couldn't do anything to make her feel better. I was like 'give her medicine or something! stop the pain for christ's sake' and they said she was already on meds and that was it, and there was like a bunch of people in the room, relatives and stuff.. and I wanted everyone to get the hell out of there! GEESUS. Let the woman breath for heaven's sake. Finally everyone left, and the doctors gave my mom medicine to help her sleep and calm down.
She is okay now. She's feeling better today, I spent the whole day with her at the clinic. She could move now and talk.
That's why I haven't been around lately. And I won't be for a few days, I'm spending my days at the clinic and at home doing the housework, cooking, getting my brother up for school and stuff. I can't believe my mom does all those things everyday and still has the time to go to work and come back home and still love us haha. She's my heroine ;__;
And I miss her, I miss her so much.
I need my mommy.
I was not afraid or anything...UNTIL she came out of the surgery.
FUCK. She was so pale, shaking, she had chills because of the anesthesia..She was in terrible pain, and couldnt even talk because of the intubation and being all groggy and stuff.
Damn, I was scared as fuck. Uhm, well, actually I was not scared. I was feeling completely useless. I couldn't do anything to make her feel better. I was like 'give her medicine or something! stop the pain for christ's sake' and they said she was already on meds and that was it, and there was like a bunch of people in the room, relatives and stuff.. and I wanted everyone to get the hell out of there! GEESUS. Let the woman breath for heaven's sake. Finally everyone left, and the doctors gave my mom medicine to help her sleep and calm down.
She is okay now. She's feeling better today, I spent the whole day with her at the clinic. She could move now and talk.
That's why I haven't been around lately. And I won't be for a few days, I'm spending my days at the clinic and at home doing the housework, cooking, getting my brother up for school and stuff. I can't believe my mom does all those things everyday and still has the time to go to work and come back home and still love us haha. She's my heroine ;__;
And I miss her, I miss her so much.
I need my mommy.