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So I was very proud of myself. I ended things with him on my own terms. He was mad and didnt uderstand but what was I to do when he tells me shes coming to visit. I told him how I felt about him and told him it was to hard on me to play these games. Its hard though b/c hes calling me and still wants me around and I dont know what to do b/c I am completely torn.....I love him, I've never loved anyone like this in my whole life and he has my heart, but I deserve better than to be someones second choice. But when I talk to him on how he feels he doesnt tell me he doent have the same feelings...he says he doesnt know and hes confused. I do the world for him and he knows it. I dont know anymore.
I've been kinda distant lately. I feel like I'm kinda drifting away from people and it bothers me b/c I dont want to loose the relationships I have built with people.
Things at home are ok I guess. My dads doing a lil better which is good. I still fight with my mom alot. I hate that b/c I used to be so close with them. I think I'm getting an apartment with one of the girls at work b/c I have to move out and nothin has gone as I was planning it. Well I'm out.
I've been kinda distant lately. I feel like I'm kinda drifting away from people and it bothers me b/c I dont want to loose the relationships I have built with people.
Things at home are ok I guess. My dads doing a lil better which is good. I still fight with my mom alot. I hate that b/c I used to be so close with them. I think I'm getting an apartment with one of the girls at work b/c I have to move out and nothin has gone as I was planning it. Well I'm out.