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Vacation was so much fun. I am glad to be back but in a way sad to have left. Its kinda sad when u come home and nothing is like it was before you left. Everything is so different and unfortunately I am not so happy. Everyone has someone but me. I feel kinda left out and in visiting Jim this morning things were kinda messy. Hes been wierd since I left for vacation. Nice when the person u love tells u its nice when ur gone. How come I always fall for the guys who just wanna break my heart....and he swore he wasnt like that. Makes me feel real good. This is exactly how I didnt want to feel when I came home.....really depressed. Makes me want drive my car into a brick wall going 90.