Really sick of being everyone's convenience.
I am sick of being a convenience. Example: I've been trying to call Andy for the past couple of days. I left him a message, and he never called me back... I called him again today. He answers the phone and says "Hey, can I call you back like... Monday night? I have an exam on Monday and I'm cramming and really stressed."
Has it ever crossed his mind that maybe I'M STRESSED too, and needed to talk to someone I consider one of my good friends??? Of course not. I only cross his mind when he is not stressed and has time and when it's convenient for him. That just sucks because he's one of the people that I feel close to in my life, and he's not even there for me. When I called him the first time like, Thursday, he could have called me back and talked to me, even for 5 minutes to see what was up or tell me about his exam. No, instead, he never calls me back, and then when he answers his phone he's rude to me and tells me he'll call me on Monday. He couldn't even take a 10 minute break to talk to his friend... wonderful when you realize where people's priorities really are.
People don't even know what friendship is anymore.
Has it ever crossed his mind that maybe I'M STRESSED too, and needed to talk to someone I consider one of my good friends??? Of course not. I only cross his mind when he is not stressed and has time and when it's convenient for him. That just sucks because he's one of the people that I feel close to in my life, and he's not even there for me. When I called him the first time like, Thursday, he could have called me back and talked to me, even for 5 minutes to see what was up or tell me about his exam. No, instead, he never calls me back, and then when he answers his phone he's rude to me and tells me he'll call me on Monday. He couldn't even take a 10 minute break to talk to his friend... wonderful when you realize where people's priorities really are.
People don't even know what friendship is anymore.