I cant deal with this anymore.

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About a year and a half ago I started taking cymbalta to ease my anxiety. Since that day- everything had been smooth sailing until recently. I decided, due to a handful of pregnancies that have occured in the circle of people I know while they were on the Nuva Ring, that I would switch birthcontrol. SO, I decided to switch to yaz- its suppossed to be a GREAT pill. No PMS, no bloating, no cramps? SWEET! I'll take it. So- its been 2 months that Ive been on yaz- and I have dealt with every single negative side effect that could possibly interfere with my life. PMS is 10 million times worse- mood swings like you wouldnt believe. I feel like 2 different people are living in my head. Anxiety more than EVER. My whole body aches and is so sensitive to the slightest touch. My boobs have grown (some people don't consider that bad) and they are hard and they HURT. It's mainly the fact that I feel NUTS that's bothering me.

How long until this is ovvvvver? I feel like I am going to ruin one of the best things that has ever happened to me- Only one of the worlds most amazing men could deal with me right now- and I dont see it being too long until he gets fed up with my insane moodswings/anxiety/depression.

I really can't take this anymore. It's literally making me insane. One second I'm fine- the next second I feel like a psycho.