why
do i keep doing this?
it's an andy situation all over again,
i'm pushing ALL my friends away & caring
about no one but my self & josue.
it's not healthy & i refuse to let this
happen again.
bri & i are basically done for.
we can't stand eachother & i'm not
entirely positive that it has to do
with josue (even though she thinks it is)
i know it's a HUGE factor but she has no right
to blame it solely on that purpose.
other events have built up to this moment
& i'm just sorry it happened so close to her
birthday. i wish i could take that back.
i don't know what's going to happen in the
future, but i'm pretty sure i just lost one
of my best friends.
i don't know why tori has stuck by me for
almost over 4 years but i hope she knows
how much i love & cherish her & never
want her out of my life.
she's the one person i don't think i'll ever
push away...or try to atleast.
i hate to admit it but i think i need
my zoloft back...i haven't taken it in
almost 2 months i would say.
i thought i was fine, but i'm far from it.
i start college in a couple of weeks, hopefully
things get better by then or i'll be in serious trouble.
no need for comments on this.
PS; i'm deleting my myspace so
now you REALLY won't be able to get
ahold of me because i don't have a phone...
just try josue or my house.
but i'm keeping lj because i like to vent.
it's an andy situation all over again,
i'm pushing ALL my friends away & caring
about no one but my self & josue.
it's not healthy & i refuse to let this
happen again.
bri & i are basically done for.
we can't stand eachother & i'm not
entirely positive that it has to do
with josue (even though she thinks it is)
i know it's a HUGE factor but she has no right
to blame it solely on that purpose.
other events have built up to this moment
& i'm just sorry it happened so close to her
birthday. i wish i could take that back.
i don't know what's going to happen in the
future, but i'm pretty sure i just lost one
of my best friends.
i don't know why tori has stuck by me for
almost over 4 years but i hope she knows
how much i love & cherish her & never
want her out of my life.
she's the one person i don't think i'll ever
push away...or try to atleast.
i hate to admit it but i think i need
my zoloft back...i haven't taken it in
almost 2 months i would say.
i thought i was fine, but i'm far from it.
i start college in a couple of weeks, hopefully
things get better by then or i'll be in serious trouble.
no need for comments on this.
PS; i'm deleting my myspace so
now you REALLY won't be able to get
ahold of me because i don't have a phone...
just try josue or my house.
but i'm keeping lj because i like to vent.