dude totally for sure and then some...

Sep 15, 2005 18:06

whyyyyyyyyyy does it matter?

i have been gone for one month today...well technically one month ago at this time, i was still at home, but yeah whatever shut up...i feel like i've already been gone for a way long time, but it also feels like i was just in juneau yesterday...i miss lots of things/people, but i am SO glad i'm out of there for the time being...seriously EVERYONE makes EVERYTHING into such a big deal...and i'm soo tired of it...it seriously drains me...i think that's why i've been so tired and sick here cause i'm trying to keep up with everything that's happening there and then trying to start my life up here...so i've decided to just cut myself off for awhile i guess...so if anyone from juneau wants to talk to me about their problems that could get me all upset and stressed out, please don't...i have my own problems down here...well not that many, but you know...

anywho...i had a complete like mental breakdown in 4th today...i got there and i was all happy, but then i got this massive headache during our warm-up and started breathing really hard and i got really depressed and i don't know why...good thing it was my last class eh? i think i'm starting to get tan...i don't know maybe not...maybe i'm seeing things...i sat outside and read my cosmo for a little today cause it wasn't too hot and there was a breeze...yep twas nice...

i'm gonna uhh...stop now...later kids...
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