Sep 16, 2004 21:21
First week of school- done. I am by no means a self righteous individual, but I have strong beliefs. Today I had to stand up for what I believe in. I wasn't ready to let some supposed authority figure force me into working on a film that i didn't believe in. Her rebuttal for our argument? "Welcome to film school". Absurd.
This week I learned that some writers write the same story their entire life. It's been echoing in my mind since. I look at everything i've written and in many ways I retell the same story. Thus, i'm really very tired of trying to explain myself. I'm not doing it anymore. Secondly I wont make excuses anymore for essentially what was a broken heart. Let me be.
What I have....what is tangible to me....is what I write. I'll always retell the same story..there will be variations...there will be differences.
"the system gives you just enough
to make you think that you see change
they will sing you right to sleep
and then they'll screw you just the same "