and the funk goes on...
i've been such a negative nancy lately...and i'm so not thrilled with that. the past 2 months have been really strange and i'm having trouble 100% getting back into a positive groove. i think once i for sure get a place to move into and actually move, things will start to clear up. there's nothing like new scenery to bring on a new perspective/positive change. i guess i'm just in limbo with a lot of things in my life right now, and the only thing to do is wait for things to work out the way they are or are not going to work out. i generally like having control, so this hasn't been easy.
but, let's look on the bright side of things:
1. randy randall is very much an active part of my life again. it's not so much that he 'went away' but he was having mucho female issues, so his head was somewhere else the past few months. now that things in his life has changed, he's around more and is getting back into the swing of being his old happy self.
2. i am moving. i am so over this yuppie apartment complex with my white trash neighbors. (yes, i said yuppie and white trash in the same sentence).
3. i have a lot of upcoming stuff to look forward to (socially).
4. as sad as i am that roy has moved back to cali, i'm very happy that i befriended matt & josh through him. i look forward to maintaining and further building a friendship with them.
5. even if i am in some kind of mental funk, i really do like my life. not everyone can feel the same way.
but, let's look on the bright side of things:
1. randy randall is very much an active part of my life again. it's not so much that he 'went away' but he was having mucho female issues, so his head was somewhere else the past few months. now that things in his life has changed, he's around more and is getting back into the swing of being his old happy self.
2. i am moving. i am so over this yuppie apartment complex with my white trash neighbors. (yes, i said yuppie and white trash in the same sentence).
3. i have a lot of upcoming stuff to look forward to (socially).
4. as sad as i am that roy has moved back to cali, i'm very happy that i befriended matt & josh through him. i look forward to maintaining and further building a friendship with them.
5. even if i am in some kind of mental funk, i really do like my life. not everyone can feel the same way.