2007 .... a new year
im working at proflowers right now and im really bored. its been slow since christmas has ended. oh well at least it's only a 4hour shift. things have been so great in my life lately. last night ronnie came over and made me, chris, & ashley salsa and guacamole from scratch. it was soooo good. i made myself dinner last night too, a hamburger, corn on the cob, tater tots, and salad with cheese in it. i feel like a grown up hahaha. besides that new years was fantastic. a bunch of people came over and i wouldnt have asked for anything more. i had my best friends there and just looking back it makes me so happy to have these people in my life. every year i meet new people and some stay in my life and some leave but i havent had a group of friends like this since middle school, things are finally coming together. im about to finish my general ed, ive been getting good grades, i have the best friends ever. 2006 was a crazy year. it started out like everything was going to be normal. i was in a relationship for a while and nothing looked like it was going to change. well things did change. i got a new job, things got really busy, our relationship started having problems for various reasons. i really wanted it to work out, i did because i was in love. but when your heart is telling you something and your head is telling you something else, you know its just not supposed to happen. everything is supposed to come natural and when its not natural anymore and you have to think everynight whether or not its worth it, thats when you know you have to move on with your life. it was such an amazing experience and i wouldnt change it for the world.
all in september i was going through another semester of college, a break up from a 2 year relationship, and then alex died. i was so confused and lost. i didnt even know he was sick. i dont know how i managed to still get a 3.0 after that crazy month, but i did. because of alex's death i have a completely new outlook on life. i opened my eyes wider to everything around me. i became more thankful for my friends and family around me. i cherish the moments i have with people and try not to let any time to go waiste. i try to let the small things go and just enjoy life and everyone around me.
2007 cant be that bad, i mean i know things could be worse but things could be better also. im really hoping this next year wont have as many deaths, hatred, or violence.....
all in september i was going through another semester of college, a break up from a 2 year relationship, and then alex died. i was so confused and lost. i didnt even know he was sick. i dont know how i managed to still get a 3.0 after that crazy month, but i did. because of alex's death i have a completely new outlook on life. i opened my eyes wider to everything around me. i became more thankful for my friends and family around me. i cherish the moments i have with people and try not to let any time to go waiste. i try to let the small things go and just enjoy life and everyone around me.
2007 cant be that bad, i mean i know things could be worse but things could be better also. im really hoping this next year wont have as many deaths, hatred, or violence.....