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i was thinking about writing a few things. but im unfocused. here are some thoughts for the day. in order of happy to sad.
- i bought a kate spade bag this weekend. it was really exciting. i havent shopped in a while and i wanted a new winter bag... which this one isnt. but thats why it was 50% off. i think she will have a long happy life with me, so i dont feel bad that she will get put on the shelf for the fall/winter in a month or two. it was also quite a fun bonding moment with my likely future sister in law. shes great. i think i really lucked out with this one.
- oh my god i love coffee
- my sweater is almost done, thanks to 6 hours on the plane! hope itll be wearable!
- for the moment i am going to blame the tightness of my pants on the trip to boca. all we do there is eat and visit people. i MUST get back to going to the gym. [note: i hate bitching about my weight publicly because i am aware that i am a smallish person of healthy weight. i get annoyed when people smaller than be complain, so i can assume that people larger than me feel the same about me. i justify this by saying that i am not whining because i am not a teeny tiny bobble head, but because i cant fit into my own clothes that i wore in the recent past.]
- so boca was good, but its weird seeing another family going through the aging grandparents thing. its been really hard on brians mom. it makes me scared of when we have to go through this with our own parents. i guess depending on who you ask, watching my grandmother fade away either gave me perspective on being thankful for what youve got, or totally desensitized me to anything thats not as bad as what she went through. hopefully the first. i am fucking terrified of going out like that. it makes brians grandmothers slight senility seem like such a small problem in comparison, and i feel absolutely awful for feeling that. i think i could write a lot on this, but wont right now.
- i bought a kate spade bag this weekend. it was really exciting. i havent shopped in a while and i wanted a new winter bag... which this one isnt. but thats why it was 50% off. i think she will have a long happy life with me, so i dont feel bad that she will get put on the shelf for the fall/winter in a month or two. it was also quite a fun bonding moment with my likely future sister in law. shes great. i think i really lucked out with this one.
- oh my god i love coffee
- my sweater is almost done, thanks to 6 hours on the plane! hope itll be wearable!
- for the moment i am going to blame the tightness of my pants on the trip to boca. all we do there is eat and visit people. i MUST get back to going to the gym. [note: i hate bitching about my weight publicly because i am aware that i am a smallish person of healthy weight. i get annoyed when people smaller than be complain, so i can assume that people larger than me feel the same about me. i justify this by saying that i am not whining because i am not a teeny tiny bobble head, but because i cant fit into my own clothes that i wore in the recent past.]
- so boca was good, but its weird seeing another family going through the aging grandparents thing. its been really hard on brians mom. it makes me scared of when we have to go through this with our own parents. i guess depending on who you ask, watching my grandmother fade away either gave me perspective on being thankful for what youve got, or totally desensitized me to anything thats not as bad as what she went through. hopefully the first. i am fucking terrified of going out like that. it makes brians grandmothers slight senility seem like such a small problem in comparison, and i feel absolutely awful for feeling that. i think i could write a lot on this, but wont right now.