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yesterday i had a whole lot of meetings and was totally worn out and getting a headache by 4. i managed to not leave til 5:30 (although i really could have left at 4:30 when my meetings were done). i still planned on cooking dinner so i even stopped to pick up veggies! but then i went to sleep as soon as i got home and didnt wake up til about midnight when i whined a little and went back to sleep.
i had some weird dreams. something about living in my brothers room at my parents house... having a fight with derek... reminding myself that im not with derek anymore when i woke up (whos that guy in the other room? oh yeah, thats brian, your actual boyfriend). driving around and heading towards hoboken and deciding to turn around to go back home to livingston... not being able to brake and getting in an accident... then hoping i was dreaming (since i have this dream a lot) and making myself wake up. i even had a chili-mare. (thats a nightmare about chilis, common to anyone whos ever worked there - or at least the people i knew who worked there). but there were people from my current company in it - so it was probably actually about the work ive been doing lately.
anyway, the 13+ hours of sleep mostly got rid of the headache. theres not much going on today, so i might just leave and work at home the rest of today and tomorrow. i was thinking about going to a sample sale cause the email says there are tocca dresses for $85, and ive been in love with one thats on bluefly (for twice as much)... but i think the place makes you leave your bags at the front, and while i dont care about my stuff all that much, i dont like leaving my work computer unattended. aaaand i dont actually need a new dress, either.
ok, seriously, i like that the people i work with now have the mentality that working really hard monday - wednesday means its ok to take it easy thursday and friday. plus, no one is here. so i really should just leave.
i had some weird dreams. something about living in my brothers room at my parents house... having a fight with derek... reminding myself that im not with derek anymore when i woke up (whos that guy in the other room? oh yeah, thats brian, your actual boyfriend). driving around and heading towards hoboken and deciding to turn around to go back home to livingston... not being able to brake and getting in an accident... then hoping i was dreaming (since i have this dream a lot) and making myself wake up. i even had a chili-mare. (thats a nightmare about chilis, common to anyone whos ever worked there - or at least the people i knew who worked there). but there were people from my current company in it - so it was probably actually about the work ive been doing lately.
anyway, the 13+ hours of sleep mostly got rid of the headache. theres not much going on today, so i might just leave and work at home the rest of today and tomorrow. i was thinking about going to a sample sale cause the email says there are tocca dresses for $85, and ive been in love with one thats on bluefly (for twice as much)... but i think the place makes you leave your bags at the front, and while i dont care about my stuff all that much, i dont like leaving my work computer unattended. aaaand i dont actually need a new dress, either.
ok, seriously, i like that the people i work with now have the mentality that working really hard monday - wednesday means its ok to take it easy thursday and friday. plus, no one is here. so i really should just leave.