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yesterday at work i didnt have a headache for almost the whole day! until the end, and then i did. i headed to hoboken, visited the chiro (who i am now not sure if i like as much as i thought i did - i liked my old one much better :-/), stopped at the store for some broccoli and cheese (had decided it was mac n cheese with broccoli for dinner), had a wee issue with the dry cleaner, then went home.
somehow by then, my cough came back full force, my head was throbbing, my nose was snotting, and i totally broke down. i had texted brian and he called me back, which was weird cause he doesnt usually do that. he could tell i was a wreck and actually said he would come right home! i guess it was around 8, but i told him to finish what he had to do, that id be ok. by the time he got home i had taken some nyquil and was a little calmer, but not entirely. so i slept for 10 hours.
i dreamed about my ex boyfriend. i think because crying that much makes me think about him, or that time in my life, because its not often i cry like that. crying while trying to calm down and sleep. so in my dream we had gotten back together and he was telling me he had slept with someone else and he didnt think it was a big deal. i told him it was, and that that was IT. first i was leaving - gathering things from a place that looked like my parents house so i could get away from him. then i remembered that the lease was in my name and i was kicking him out of the apartment. and he didnt think it was a big deal, barely cared at all.
anyway, in my second dream i picked up a hotel card key from the floor of an elevator. it had a room # on it so i went into the room. it was an old ladys room, and i looked through all of her stuff. i remember thinking, she had a lot of things in there, she must have been staying for a while. i was in her bathroom... i looked in drawers and at notes. at first i think i thought she wasnt there anymore, but then i realized she must be coming back. i was worried id get in trouble for looking through her things, but i kept looking for... i dont know, something interesting. i took a few things, but nothing she would notice. eventually i heard her coming and hid behind the door. i think she saw me, but i left as she walked in. (just this moment i realize that this must have something to do with my grandmothers house).
somehow by then, my cough came back full force, my head was throbbing, my nose was snotting, and i totally broke down. i had texted brian and he called me back, which was weird cause he doesnt usually do that. he could tell i was a wreck and actually said he would come right home! i guess it was around 8, but i told him to finish what he had to do, that id be ok. by the time he got home i had taken some nyquil and was a little calmer, but not entirely. so i slept for 10 hours.
i dreamed about my ex boyfriend. i think because crying that much makes me think about him, or that time in my life, because its not often i cry like that. crying while trying to calm down and sleep. so in my dream we had gotten back together and he was telling me he had slept with someone else and he didnt think it was a big deal. i told him it was, and that that was IT. first i was leaving - gathering things from a place that looked like my parents house so i could get away from him. then i remembered that the lease was in my name and i was kicking him out of the apartment. and he didnt think it was a big deal, barely cared at all.
anyway, in my second dream i picked up a hotel card key from the floor of an elevator. it had a room # on it so i went into the room. it was an old ladys room, and i looked through all of her stuff. i remember thinking, she had a lot of things in there, she must have been staying for a while. i was in her bathroom... i looked in drawers and at notes. at first i think i thought she wasnt there anymore, but then i realized she must be coming back. i was worried id get in trouble for looking through her things, but i kept looking for... i dont know, something interesting. i took a few things, but nothing she would notice. eventually i heard her coming and hid behind the door. i think she saw me, but i left as she walked in. (just this moment i realize that this must have something to do with my grandmothers house).