you just dont know
so tonight was interesting. have you ever thought that you were okay with something until you witnessed it first hand? and then you realize that youre pretty much the opposite of okay with it.. like you hate it? well i experienced that first hand tonight. i dont know, im just really confused right now. i dont know what i want, and some of the things that i think i want, arent in my reach right now. its just frustrating. ahh i just dont know. but when things are bad, they can only get better, right? im just ready for summer. im more than ready actually. these last few weeks are going to be hard to stay focused. well.. im gonna go to bed. im babysitting at 10 tomorrow for vicki's kids and then hopefully going to the girls soccer game and then grad parties. i love the weekend, but remember when it used to be for relaxing? yea.. not anymore. alright, im out. byebye
<3
lauren
didnt know much bout love - learned that from you
never knew nothin bout lonley - learned that from you
some dreams werent meant to come true - learned that from you
<3
lauren
didnt know much bout love - learned that from you
never knew nothin bout lonley - learned that from you
some dreams werent meant to come true - learned that from you