Aug 14, 2005 11:56
Well today is Bid Day in Auburn. But it doesn't matter because I'm not even there. I can't believe that I missed all of rush. I went home last Friday after a visit to the hospital. It turns out my stomach stuff was much much worse the doctor at the ER told me to go home and see my drs right then. So far, I've been to my regular dr monday, had a chest xray on thursday and went to the specialist on thursday and now I'm going to have a mini surgery thing tomorrow. They are doing an endoscope and coloscopy to make sure I don't have anything else truly wrong with me. I should be going back on Tuesday. You see, in a perfect world they could have gotten everything done last week and I could be there right now in Auburn. But no...which sucks. I remember Bid Day last year. It was one of the happiest days of my life. I couldn't stop smiling and I was so excited. Alpha Xi Delta was the sorority I knew I wanted to be in since Philanthrophy Day.
But see it sucks because when I was there for a couple days during prerecruitement I felt like some people didn't remember me. (Since I was gone all Spring Semester) And now that I was gone all during recruitement I hope people aren't like is she new? Or else I think some people will have hard feelings towards me for missing all of rush. I know that the ones who really know me won't. They know that this was something that just spring up. It's something thats been going on MONTHS. And had gotten a lot worse when I was in Auburn Summer Semester. And now I finally have a chance to take care of it.
Hopefully people will see this semester that I'm not a slacker and I'm going to be at almost everything that involves AZD. And I'll make more friends and I'll have a little sister. There's so much to look forward to this semester.
If anyone in AZD can tell me what all we have planned for next week I'd appreciate it.
Also, I miss all you guys and I can't wait to see yall. You can't believe how bad it has sucked to be done here.
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