♥ // what......an entry
I really wish I saw more real people talking about real things on here, like the old days. Writing word for word how their day was, in perfect sequence. I miss that. Livejournal used to be the shit back in the day. Anyway, moving on..
I got to see my best friend yesterday. I missed her & the kids so much. I brought Deanie bean over with me to play with Avery, and they had a blast. Got to spend some quality time with my bff and just talked and reminisced. It's nice to know you have at least one good friend in your life that was there from day one. I have known her 3/4 of my life. I want to see her more, every day if I could. That's another one of my resolutions.
I drank milk before bed last night and had a horrible nightmare that woke me up in a sweat, afraid to even get up and walk around my house. I hate when this happens, and it's only when I drink milk before bed. Maybe vitamin D just does that to people. But it was friggen scary. I apparently killed some dude accidentally, forgot about it, then he came back to haunt me and tried to kill me. It was horrible I never want to dream that dream again. I brought Dean into my room to protect me, and I turned the TV on and actually got some shut-eye, nightmare-free. Being in this house alone scares me.
I wish this crap weather would go away. I hate the winter. I want to smell the heat in the air. The smell of blacktops heating up in the sun. The smell of the ocean in the air. I will, soon enough. Florida is only a couple of weeks away and I really really can't wait to just relax on the beach or poolside, get a tan, and just enjoy myself for a week and a half. I'll be so upset if it's cold when we get there. I gotta get a new bikini, a laptop case, a beach cover-up, some tanning lotion, and a few other nick-nacks to bring along. Ah I wish it was time to go. I'm ready!
I gotta get back to my job. Being a mom.