awful, awful, awful. horrible, terrible, arghh,
today my bus was one of the old un-airconditioned ones. oh sure, i know, what a fucking tragedy. but then it took twenty minutes to get down the mountain because the traffic was so slow. the bus was so crowded too and i felt so claustrophobic, i thought i would have a panic attack even though i've never had a panic attack just because of the fact that i'm stuck in a moving tin can stuffed to the brim with local assholes. i just wanted to flee, or walk, or drink something. easily my most uncomfortable experience this month.
and on a side note,
i should walk around with a sign that says "0 DAYS SINCE LAST MAJOR FUCK UP". if i could go even a couple of days without being completely wretched it could say "2 DAYS SINCE..." but that isn't how i do. i guess. regretfully.
and on another side note,
...suck it up lauren, it's all because of you anyway.
and on a side note,
i should walk around with a sign that says "0 DAYS SINCE LAST MAJOR FUCK UP". if i could go even a couple of days without being completely wretched it could say "2 DAYS SINCE..." but that isn't how i do. i guess. regretfully.
and on another side note,
...suck it up lauren, it's all because of you anyway.