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stressful week.
i need a day off
i still pretty much hate my life right now. i've been way too bummed lately, i can't deal.
i'm sick
everyday is the fucking same. i feel it's all blending together forming the miserable lump of a life i'm stuck in right now.
things still aren't the same.
i think i'm going to have a huge decision to make soon that's going to change my life...
stay here and be with my family and friends with a job i'm content wtih....or take a huge promotion and move to d.c/northern va area....
i want the job, but i don't want the move...maybe the move will be good for me and help me figure out what i want in my life.i don't know.
i feel like there's no reason to stay, but yet a million reasons to. i don' t want to make the wrong decision. it's finally my chance to hit the reset button on life, but now i'm not sure i want to.
someone help me figure out what he fuck i'm doing because i sure as hell can't.
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i need a day off
i still pretty much hate my life right now. i've been way too bummed lately, i can't deal.
i'm sick
everyday is the fucking same. i feel it's all blending together forming the miserable lump of a life i'm stuck in right now.
things still aren't the same.
i think i'm going to have a huge decision to make soon that's going to change my life...
stay here and be with my family and friends with a job i'm content wtih....or take a huge promotion and move to d.c/northern va area....
i want the job, but i don't want the move...maybe the move will be good for me and help me figure out what i want in my life.i don't know.
i feel like there's no reason to stay, but yet a million reasons to. i don' t want to make the wrong decision. it's finally my chance to hit the reset button on life, but now i'm not sure i want to.
someone help me figure out what he fuck i'm doing because i sure as hell can't.
=/