sad
my best friend and one of the few people i really care about is in jail. it's fucking killing me, i hate it. i miss talking to him everyday and i just want him out and for everything to be ok. i'm thinking about this way too much and it stresses me out.
i have an interview next week for my promotion. i have mixed feelings about it. i want the job, but i dont want to move. i don't know what i'm going to do. At this rate, if i get the job, i might be gone before he even gets out...i can't even think about that.
everything in my life is so uncertain right now...everythiiiing. i don't know where i'll be living or who with or what i'll be doing in the next 2 months and it scares me to death. i just need some form of stability and some direction.
i think i'm miserable.
i've been hanging out a lot more lately, that'll make it even harder for me to go. =/
i have an interview next week for my promotion. i have mixed feelings about it. i want the job, but i dont want to move. i don't know what i'm going to do. At this rate, if i get the job, i might be gone before he even gets out...i can't even think about that.
everything in my life is so uncertain right now...everythiiiing. i don't know where i'll be living or who with or what i'll be doing in the next 2 months and it scares me to death. i just need some form of stability and some direction.
i think i'm miserable.
i've been hanging out a lot more lately, that'll make it even harder for me to go. =/