May 26, 2006 20:36
i'm not content at all.
I feel so incomplete lately. I don't know what my problem is. There's just a huge void. I've been stressing out so much, and just being completely ridiculous.
work has me stressed out. I might be living somewhere else within the next two months, or still living here. I don't know, I wish they'd hurry up and figure it out so i can go on with my life. i'm scared to death of moving. i don't want to leave my family an my friends, but i think it might also be good for me. Things are just getting too complicated, but I guess that's all my fault.
I can't remember the last time I felt like this.
my heart hurts.