i thought i'd update... again
so this is the third time in three days i have written in my livejournal.. that is very impressive, i must say.. well, today, for the 4th, i went to my aunt's house.. hanging with the fam wasn't that bad.. turns out i didn't get to shack-and-back because i woke up too late.. haha, i'm a bum.. but i was really looking forward to it, but hey there's always next year.. then tonight, i went with jen-jen and jack-jack to the movies; we saw war of the worlds and let me tell you.. that was some freaky ass shit.. hanging out with jen and jackie made me miss the good ole school days.. i've been informed that we start up again in 6 weeks.. not good, considering i haven't even bought the summer reading books that i need to read.. oh well.. okay, but moving on, i'm only awake right now because i can't sleep.. i can never sleep these days.. too many things on my mind or things that are bugging me or keeping me distracted.. i shouldn't be as stressed out or "aggervated" as some may call it as i am, i mean because it's summer, where the living is easy and the work is little, right?.. but anyways, i've decided that i do a really good job of disguising my feelings and hiding my emotions.. sometimes i wish people could see straight through me and read my mind.. then they would know what i'm thinking without me having to say it aloud.. sometimes i wish i could read other people's minds too.. that would be wicked sweet.. but unfortunately, god did not grant us that gift.. oh well, i can do without it.. but, now i think it's my time to go.. drop a line or leave a thought.. do whatever you please.. keep it real though.. lauren. here's a thought.. it shouldn't be so hard to give up, to let go, but for some reason, it is -- i want to know what that reason is.. ooh, here come the cramps.. better go before i pass out.. bye you guys