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I dreamed last night I got into a horrible fight with a good friend and slapped her in the face. No one was surprised. I remember thinking, Now there's no way back. I couldn't tell if it was a relief or not.
Now I'm awake obviously and I feel sad. No reason really. Hopefully it'll be gone by the time the sun rises.
I'm having lentil soup for breakfast cause really there's nothing else in the house worth eating. I had cookies for dinner last night. The last two dinners before, leftover slices of Rustica Federico pizza. I've also been leaving my clothes on the floor and sleeping right in the middle of the bed. Nobody to account to.
I'm glad I only have work until 12:30 today. What a treat. After two days of jury duty, I am more than happy to make coffee and wipe crumbs, take care of mindless tasks. At least the possible stupidity of the people around me won't factor into the fate of another human being. At least not on such a grand and immediate scale.
Maybe this afternoon I will get another pedi and think about nothing.
Today, tonight: Happy Birthday Beth! Dinner out and pie in. What a treat! I love you darling.
Now I'm awake obviously and I feel sad. No reason really. Hopefully it'll be gone by the time the sun rises.
I'm having lentil soup for breakfast cause really there's nothing else in the house worth eating. I had cookies for dinner last night. The last two dinners before, leftover slices of Rustica Federico pizza. I've also been leaving my clothes on the floor and sleeping right in the middle of the bed. Nobody to account to.
I'm glad I only have work until 12:30 today. What a treat. After two days of jury duty, I am more than happy to make coffee and wipe crumbs, take care of mindless tasks. At least the possible stupidity of the people around me won't factor into the fate of another human being. At least not on such a grand and immediate scale.
Maybe this afternoon I will get another pedi and think about nothing.
Today, tonight: Happy Birthday Beth! Dinner out and pie in. What a treat! I love you darling.