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i hate feeling discouraged. blah. okay i've been waiting for the right time to do this, to lay everything out flat...ughh...i have really no friends anymore that hang out with me, they're all too concerned w/ their boyfriends or girlfriends (not that i'm knocking that, i'm happy for them but they are too busy to hang out w/ me) the sad thing is that it's not like they're just coupling off by themselves...getting together w/ other couples...just not inviting me...*ouch*....and then the few single friends i have left want to be w/ just each other and "pimp girls or guys" as they put it....oh yeah and something else...the one person i want to be w/ more than anything else i can't have b/c oh that's right...they kinda like me but don't want a relationship w/ me...or any else at this point in time...GRRRRRRRRRR...i'm upset...and all this schoolwork does not help...i've got wayyy too much to do...too much to do to worry w/ petty guys...okay, done w/ my whining complaining i think i have it out of my system, for now lol......~lauren
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