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i'm just your average girl. i'm the one you love to use, then just walk away, forgetting everything. i'm nothing special. i won't change your life, but i am trying my best to be the most genuine person possible. i'm midnight conversations in fast food parking lots with mere acquaintances. i'm deep brown eyes that scream my thoughts, if you'd only pay attention. i'm memories that can't be erased. i'm butterflies in your stomach when you know the first date will be followed by many more. i'm kisses that are heartfelt and packed with a punch :). i'm riding around late at night in a small town no one has ever heard of because, well, there's nothing better to do. i'm jaded feelings over past relationships. i'm a good conversation with an old friend. i'm the good face you put on to hide what's really on your mind. i'm mascara and eyeliner that runs after a night of crazy fun. i'm stiletto heels and hoop earrings, halter tops and shiny lip gloss. i'm awkwardness, all day, every day. i'm unrequited feelings that have no choice but to die. i'm selflessness. i'm the bittersweet goodbye of a long, hard, rollercoaster relationship coming to an end. i suffice only temporary desires. i'm never good enough for you, and always the stand in until you find better. i'm the reality that an imperfect body isn't the end of the world. i'm hopes and dreams of singing an authentic love song to the love of my life. i'm always forgotten. i'm a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on, even if my own world is crashing down around me. i'm catching up with high school friends around a fire that seems like it will never burn out. i'm living the fairytale that doesn't come true. i'm lying back in a boat in the middle of the lake, forgetting the worries of my life. i'm the constant haunting of caring for someone you just don't understand why you still do. i'm unfinished business. i'm the regret for making you be something you're not. i'm the good memory of your first love that you're dying to forget because of what went wrong. i'm loyalty and truthfulness. i'm in love with what we used to have. i'm high standards that i can't and won't back down from ever again. as much as you think i tried to change you, you tried to change me too. i'm peaceful solitude. i'm the desperate longing to feel an inner peace. i'm hatred for lies. i'm a put together mess of emotion. good luck. i'm clinging to the good times with the ones who hurt me the most. i'm hated for doing nothing wrong. i'm the good times, and the bad times, and those times in between. i'm dancing all night and forgetting that time even exists. i'm melting when he pushes the hair out of my eyes. i'm the girl who wishes you'd notice. i'm walking with confidence and a killer smile that hides my insecurities. i'm flirtation personified. i'm that summer that you thought would never end and shed a tear when you saw it come to a close. i'm the embrace that makes you feel secure and cared for. i'm staying up laughing all night with a close friend over nothing at all. i'm a perfect, cloudless day at the beach with the waves crashing on the shore. i'm drive and ambition. i'm love lost, and new love found. and, most importantly, i just don't matter to some of those who matter the most to me. i love and i hate. and it will be the death of me.