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My life is like playing on the slide at the play ground. It's a long climb to the top and the view is great until you sit down and get comfrotable. Then it's a quick slide back down to the ground.
All of the sudden...these realizations hit me hard. I'm not very happy student teaching. Don't get me wrong, I love working with kids and teaching, but my placement is a little less than desired. My teacher doesn't seem to understand that gymnastics is what is paying for me to be IN school right now. I only get to be at the gym for about an hour and that's not much gymnastics time. There are 12 new freshmen to get to know better and other teammates that I miss dearly. Top top it off, team captain voting is on Monday and unfortunately, my chances of being voted captain or co-captain are slim. I don't know. I'm really frustrated with it and I miss doing gymnastics.
Oh and we went camping this weekend. It was fun and I would like to go again, but I think next time I'll go with a different group of people. Don't get me wrong it was funny watching some of the girls run away fro mbugs screaming, but I think I'd like a little different atmosphere. It was fun to rough it but I'm glad this wasnt my job this summer. It wasn't in my life plan to be outdoors-y and I dont think I could handle spending the whole summer on my own.
Thats all for now. I'm bitter.
All of the sudden...these realizations hit me hard. I'm not very happy student teaching. Don't get me wrong, I love working with kids and teaching, but my placement is a little less than desired. My teacher doesn't seem to understand that gymnastics is what is paying for me to be IN school right now. I only get to be at the gym for about an hour and that's not much gymnastics time. There are 12 new freshmen to get to know better and other teammates that I miss dearly. Top top it off, team captain voting is on Monday and unfortunately, my chances of being voted captain or co-captain are slim. I don't know. I'm really frustrated with it and I miss doing gymnastics.
Oh and we went camping this weekend. It was fun and I would like to go again, but I think next time I'll go with a different group of people. Don't get me wrong it was funny watching some of the girls run away fro mbugs screaming, but I think I'd like a little different atmosphere. It was fun to rough it but I'm glad this wasnt my job this summer. It wasn't in my life plan to be outdoors-y and I dont think I could handle spending the whole summer on my own.
Thats all for now. I'm bitter.