Its about time for camp to be over....
These little girls are cute, but there are a few of them that I could like to punch in the face. If you are coming to camp just listen to what the coaches say instead of talking back and being a BRAT. Seriously...I was never like that. If a coach gave me a correction, especially at camp, I listened and tried to make a change. I gave this one girl a correction and she changed what she was doing...instead of falling on her face forward she fell backwards and was pissed because she still fell and was bitching at me. Seriously....I could've hit her. She's just a bratty child in general. Oh well...get used to it Lauren, this is your career.
I'm kinda disappointed in the way summer has turned out. I wish wish WISH that I could travel and not work and enjoy my time off from school. I just feel so stuck, trapped even. I don't know...I thought that things were getting better and I was done feeling sad and upset, but now I'm sitting here upset. I just sat in the room by myself last night and I wanted to cry. It could just be a girl thing, but I hate this feeling and I really wish I could make it go away...still working on it.
Anywho...that's not really where I thought this journal entry would go, but there it is. I hope everyone is having a good summer. I miss you...
I'm kinda disappointed in the way summer has turned out. I wish wish WISH that I could travel and not work and enjoy my time off from school. I just feel so stuck, trapped even. I don't know...I thought that things were getting better and I was done feeling sad and upset, but now I'm sitting here upset. I just sat in the room by myself last night and I wanted to cry. It could just be a girl thing, but I hate this feeling and I really wish I could make it go away...still working on it.
Anywho...that's not really where I thought this journal entry would go, but there it is. I hope everyone is having a good summer. I miss you...