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This weekend sucked HUGE ass. Umm it just did...those who made it suck know why, everyone else - it just sucked. The only good thing is that I made $65 today working the gym show and playing poker. I think I had more alcohol this weekend than I have had in my life total...and I'm pretty sure I probably needed it. I probably need more, but I have practice in the morning and then I work from 12.30 to 4 tomorrow. The banquet is this week and I think I have the weekend off. Leslie is coming home and my aunt is coming to visit. That will be nice. At least I won't be sitting at home on a Saturday night again. I will get to see my niece this weekend too. I was gonna go see her yesterday but things didn't work out...oh well. That's the way my life is going this summer. I hope things start to shape up or it's going to be a long summer.
I need to get back into the gym and work out because I'm getting fat and I don't like it. My boobs are huge so that's a plus, but I'm the only person interested in my boobs...so I guess that doesn't really matter. I wish my good friends from school were here. I miss Griff and B and Eggie and Liz and my sister. :( And I'm sad that Durso moved to the Netherlands. Ugh. I should stop.
I wish I wasn't so emotional but I can't help it. It's no wonder I don't have any friends, let alone a guy who cares about me. Maybe I need to write more...get my feelings down on paper instead of projecting them onto others. Sometimes they deserve it though. I'm clearly not thinking straight, so I'm going to bed. I hope everyone is having a GREAT summer. I miss y'all. Keep in touch.
I need to get back into the gym and work out because I'm getting fat and I don't like it. My boobs are huge so that's a plus, but I'm the only person interested in my boobs...so I guess that doesn't really matter. I wish my good friends from school were here. I miss Griff and B and Eggie and Liz and my sister. :( And I'm sad that Durso moved to the Netherlands. Ugh. I should stop.
I wish I wasn't so emotional but I can't help it. It's no wonder I don't have any friends, let alone a guy who cares about me. Maybe I need to write more...get my feelings down on paper instead of projecting them onto others. Sometimes they deserve it though. I'm clearly not thinking straight, so I'm going to bed. I hope everyone is having a GREAT summer. I miss y'all. Keep in touch.