Wowzers...did I just write that?
Soooooo....
where do we start from here? I've got the Othello scene with Joy for Heidi-Lauren-Idon'tknowhowtoscheduleshit. Then I have auditions for Elephant Man and Hedda Gabler- woo hoo! My dad is coming into town, so that's nice. I was supposed to go to coffee with the myspace kid Travis when I come home for T-Day, but I don't know if I'll have time.
Jeremy and I are still in a weird, undefined place. But if he doesn't define anything before Christmas, I might have something by the new year w/ my ex Brad. I can't say for sure, but we have been talking online, and we're getting together for sure. I've never stopped loving him after all these years, and I know he still loves me, too. It'll just be interesting if we're ready for each other again wherever we are in our lives, etc. I'm not getting my hopes up for anything with him or Jeremy- I'm too concerned with all this shit I have to do. Not to mention boards, and mentioning even less the papers I still have to write for history and book I have to read for history. I should probably start that tonight, eh? Ha ha ha....wow...
I'm too stressed to even realize how stressed I am. I have to take everything one hour at a time. Not even one day- one fucking hour. HA ha...wow...the lives children in conservatories lead, eh?
That's all she wrote.
<3 L.
where do we start from here? I've got the Othello scene with Joy for Heidi-Lauren-Idon'tknowhowtoscheduleshit. Then I have auditions for Elephant Man and Hedda Gabler- woo hoo! My dad is coming into town, so that's nice. I was supposed to go to coffee with the myspace kid Travis when I come home for T-Day, but I don't know if I'll have time.
Jeremy and I are still in a weird, undefined place. But if he doesn't define anything before Christmas, I might have something by the new year w/ my ex Brad. I can't say for sure, but we have been talking online, and we're getting together for sure. I've never stopped loving him after all these years, and I know he still loves me, too. It'll just be interesting if we're ready for each other again wherever we are in our lives, etc. I'm not getting my hopes up for anything with him or Jeremy- I'm too concerned with all this shit I have to do. Not to mention boards, and mentioning even less the papers I still have to write for history and book I have to read for history. I should probably start that tonight, eh? Ha ha ha....wow...
I'm too stressed to even realize how stressed I am. I have to take everything one hour at a time. Not even one day- one fucking hour. HA ha...wow...the lives children in conservatories lead, eh?
That's all she wrote.
<3 L.