Aug 16, 2006 14:26
I just got a call from my sister in Orlando....an old dear friend and lover died....I just can't believe it...his name was Sanford and I have so many wonderful memories of him from the time we knew each other in the late seventies....I just can't shake this feeling of saddness....
and yet, I am so happy I knew him...he helped me alot during a difficult time in my life and he was always so funny and smart and we were like kids together...I don't know if he ever fully realized how much those times meant to me...now, I can never tell him...
I am going to go start another little painting now....get my mind off of it maybe..